"Just when I think I'm invincible, you come and happen to me."

well i guess i got too distracted to finish the post. which would be why i ddint post it up here yet. i hate putting up unfinished posts. i meant to finish it. i really did. but i was always out when i was in KY, cept at night.. but i went to sleep early coz i was super tired an the beds were super comfy :D lool

 

anyways so while we were in kentucky we ventured around checking out all our old hang outs and places we used to walk to and drive around.. it was cool.. we went to Dee's!! TWICE!! i cant get enough of that place, seriously.. i love their bacon burgers :) hehe and to top off the fact that they have amazing food lol its like my dream restaurant.. i would LOVE to have a restaurant just like that.. *drools* haha well :/ im serious :/

 

well the chic at dee's told us that the apts we used to live in were just bought out by some new guy. so theres a new owner over there now which is pretty cool. turns out the last guy was just a FAG. totally screwed us over pretty much. we found out that some people in tha building were only paying like a hundred an some bucks.. an apparently one family jus helped themselves on it and moved into an apartment... paying nothing coz the landlord guy didnt even know they were there i guess HA shows how much he cared about being fair to his tenants. im so glad theres a new guy there.

 

well the guy told us bout some apts he had empty.. turns out that the one he was going to show us, is the one that we used to live in when we lived down there before LOL i find it totally amusing. mom and i loved that place. i,more than her or bob, enjoyed it more but eh the only bad thing about the town is theres not really all that much as far as good jobs but theres a town in WV thats just bout an hour away an plenty of nice jobs there :) makin up a new resume to post online to send in to some places around the area. mom said she'd take me if it wasnt too far and if i got her directions, so yay. lol

 

well mom and bob are taking the apt that we used to live in, and my sis and i are taking the one at the other end of the hall, which is really cool coz i love that one and plus, its prettier. lol my sis an i keep rubbing it in that our place is cuter :D hahaha :D but yeah.. i think it'll be cool me an my sis havin our own place.. the only thing weird about it is its a one bedroom but we're gonna put in for a 2 bed an take that when one comes empty, so its not all that bad. im gettin a futon for in front of the sliding doors to the balcony :D its gonna be sooo cool :D

 

first thing first is lights and water lol dont know when or if we're gonna get cable, phone, or internet.. that will be decided upon later on i mean im sure we'll get cable coz its gonna be super boring without it lol but as far as net an phone is concerned im not sure. we both have cell phones.. and there might be some places where theres wireless where i can get online for a little bit once in awhile. i dunno if the library has wireless or not, but i can always run around town and search for hot spots lool :)

 

i'm leaving the beginning of april, so i guess i dont have long to get all my chatting and stuff in before then. heh i wonder if anyone is even gonna really miss me.. they'll prbly just forget about me or something.. they'll have to call me to keep in touch with me for awhile.. which is okay coz i got plenty of minutes, so its not like ima hafta worry about "running out" and my phone being deactivated or anyhting. even if i do go over my mins each month, it jus takes the change out of my account to pay the minutes.. so its good..

 

prbly gonna hafta go bank in ashland though coz thats where the chase bank is and i love chase bank :) i dont wanna switch and i know i can use my card anywhere but the whole point is when i needa get money out each month for bills and rent and all that stuff.. thats the only thing.. but i guess we could take a once a month trip to the bank for that...

 

i dunno... :/

 

OMG MY SONG IS ON TV AGAIN YAYYYYYYYYY *happy dances and sings wit the cute boy* LOL :) <333

 

you dont wear my chaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiins hehe

 

anyways!!!!!

 

i still have that .25 credit that i never got which sux but hey its a fuggin PE credit. it aint like im soooo far behind on anything. if anything im a lil ahead of what i need, but whatever. we'll see what happens when the time comes. i still wanna study. im not gonna jus not do anything else. i mean hell im only 20. i wanna do something with my life. not just be stuck in the same place, in which i complain about being "depressive" all tha fuggin time like *cough*SOME PEOPLE*cough* but whatever floats their boats i guess.

 

going to pennsy and starting on that stuff is going to have to wait for awhile now too. gonna hafta wait til i get a job and then save up all over again *sighs* but i dunno if i even still wanna move there. maybe ill just go back and forth or something. not sure yet.

 

i still wanna write. and get somewhere with that. wanna put my love for architecture to use too. maybe ill combine the three (writing, architecture, and travel) and make up nifty little articles about my experiences with the reno stuff i wanna do in PA. :D hmm... sounds cool, actually... :)

 

im gonna hafta figure out what to invest my money in, like what to study... coz i def cant afford to spend money on one field just to get bored and it all be a waste and then be out all that money i put into it.. im not rich.. and i def dont have money to blow like that.. O_O

 

well i think i pretty much updated on the practical side of my life.. the only thinig im leaving out is the social part.. haha

 

i dont really wanna get into that right now. i dont wanna get sad all over again or pissed off.. coz earlier i WAS super hurt and mad and everything else. it was def a pretty icky day.

 

i actually talked to chinky for a little while though, for like the first time in a longggggggg time. i miss him. he always cheers me up and listens to me ramble about stupid bullshit. thats what he got stuck hearing about today, but hey hes the one that asked me what happened with me an "my boy"... well hes an EX boy but i knew who chinky was talking about... so i updated him on everything... and then it jus went O_O to a big ol dramafest after that for a lil while and i was all upset and everything and then katlyn came on and she made me smile soooooooooooo easily and made mefeel a lot better :) thanks katlyn i love you hunnie!!!!!!!!<33333 she didnt even hafta try to cheer me up. she just messaged me and :) it was nice. i love that girl. i would be soooo lost without her for real..

 

i found a buncha people on myspace that i knew/know from school.. added some of them.. its weird to see people you went to school with.. to like remember how they were when you were in school together and then to see how they are now what kinda person they are now and like whats even weirder is to see who they're dating or are engaged or married to O_O its weird O_O lol but pretty cool.. some of them you're just like O_O OMG!!!!!! NO WAYYYYYY lol but its still really cool....

 

well i should be sleeping. im super tired but i jus figured id stop by and post a little something coz i felt like venting a little bit.. and myspace is being a stupid whore and not working sooo yeah... FUCK YOU MYSPACE!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) <3

 

anyways off to bed i go now!

 

*waves*

 

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

 

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So, today we ventured down to Kentucky. I tell you, I never thought it would be such an effort just to get gas in town before you take on a road trip. Marysville is getting ridiculously filled with ridiculous people. Stupid chick told us we had to wait a few mins to be able to pump gas. It was cold. I didnt have gloves with me. Yet the guy that pulled up on the other side of us, did he have to wait? NO. So we left. Went back to the other gas station, where they pump it for you. We get in line in front of this van. There's like one or two vehicles behind the van. The guy finishes with the van, comes around, and says to us.. "you'll have to go around I have a line." or something of the sort. Can you say "how rude" ?? O_O So my sis, already frustrated as it is, said fuck that lol and we left.

 

We stopped at McDonald's. Got there just in time for breakfast, yay. Mom and Bob split a steak egg and cheese bagel and my sis and i split a steak egg and cheese bagel. MmMmM. And then we were finally on our way to... dun da dun... KENTUCKY!!!<3 haha

 

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Haha. Okay so today is the 7th. I started writing this the night that we got into Kentucky, lol.. guess I got too distracted to come back and finish it. Ahh oh wellz. I'm here now..