"Just when I think I'm invincible, you come and happen to me."

lol sooo its da 5th now.. yesterday was da 4th.. an okie day.. it started out okie i talked to tai and jason mostly tai we jus added jason to mess wit his head tho lol then i went to da park an came back an tommy had like jus got on bout 15 mins before i got home so he was still there which made me happy.. an we talkied.. an i was so happy to talky to him. this time included in the ebay crazyness i was helpin him win, even tho he lost to some last minute gray goose fag =( but uhh hmm i made him forget he hadda go to sleep lool it was funny tho.. an then he said before he left he goes "im not falling in ur trap again o_O lol, ni ni" lool it was so cute =D but ya then he went to bed.. hes got a busy day today but he stayed logged in so i hope he says bye before he leaves =/ ima worry about him all day.. until i hear from him.. *sighs*

then i was talking to tai and techno... and umm.. ya... it was really cool us bein in a convo together my two best friends an me.. was a lil O_O sometimes lol but all in gd fun.. at least i thought so =( until ah hum tai tai said something that really hurt me.. grr i hate hearing my best friend say something like that.. shes so much a part of me i mean fuck we been friends since like 3rd grade so obv shes part of me u know an so to hear that it really did hurt :'( i love dat gurl more than anyone possibly could, cept trav of course but thas her bf, an i know her. i seen her everyday for years i know dat shes amazin an gorgeous an shes fuggin perfect every lil ho out there should be jealous of her i swear seriously tho how pathetic are u if u have to dress and act like a slut to get attention???

and techno *sighs* u made me sad wit what u said but i was already hurt by what tai had said thas why i had left da convo wit tha three of us.. but omg.. i dont wanna say on here its nothin bad its jus i wanna tell it to YOU not to whoeva comes n reads this.. okie? :/

wit yesterday bein da 4th it was sposed to be anni day but dummy me still hasnt told him dat.. ha.. oh wellz.. ill get around to it today prbly.. heh..

later tonight my sis an her bf are comin over, prbly to get trashed ha whatever. ill be upstairs. hopefully talking to tommy. and tai. and techno. and working. and watching tv. and all that good stuff.. yup..

*sighs*

im gonna go lay down now gnite peeps

<3